I have no energy or time it seems.
It feels like I've had to wash bedsheets almost every morning...oh..... wait that's cause I have been...3 of the 4 last nights Jo has wet the bed. I'm tired of changing her bed. We are back to plastic and towels under her sheet
I'm tired of getting up in the morning and going to work. I'm getting really tired of some of the people I work with...whole other topic
I'm tired of being the Heavy with Jo
I'm tired of being the one to take her everywhere. Tonight was the last night of gymnastics, swimming starts on Thursday and our regular bowling on Saturday morning.
We changed benefit companies at work...it really bites
I think I'm having some "SAD" issues and meds aren't really working
Did I mention that Jo and I aren't on the new benefit plan yet? An oversight....it will be corrected

I need a "me" day in the worst way.

Sorry for bitching...just wanted you to know that I'm still around....

posted by Northern Mom @ 9:54 p.m.

5 Comments:

At 10:41 p.m., Frecklegurl said…

I could tell something was up.....I am ALWAYS here if you need me. No matter what. I love you. xoxo
At 8:05 a.m., BeachMama said…

I was feeling the exact same way. Have been for almost two months. I started taking some iron and it really seems to have helped. I was worried about having some "SAD" issues. I haven't had issues with it in a few years, but this year has really hit me. I too need some me time, too bad there wasn't a nice hot beach close by ;). HOpe you feel better soon.

Hugs
At 8:50 a.m., nancy said…

Hang in, spring is around the corner.

I hope you are feeling much better soon.

Any chance you can sneak away for at least just a coffee, a pedicure? Lunch with a friend? Anything?
At 1:26 a.m., Unknown said…

You never need to apologize for saying how you feel :) Bitch, wail, vent...do whateva, sista! Sometimes you just need to get in some time for you to recharge your batteries. Come to the Island and visit me!!!!! LOL! Seriously...hang in there and soon spring will be here, the weather will warm up, the sun will be out more...Feel better soon ;)
At 1:05 p.m., Silver Creek Mom said…

Oh GOD how I hear you.
I've been down int he dumps for weeks plus sick and I haven't even done any booking yet for the spring. TOO LAZY.

I need some warm sunny days.

HUGS and BIG HUGS!